Looking back 10 years - the grass roots of UOO

Happy New Years Day from Ukraine!  

Blessing to all our family and friends as we welcome 2012!  I have been thinking back at the last 10 years of our family and I am amazed at all that has occurred and the blessings that have gone with it.

10 years ago, back in the early spring of 2002, Clarke and I had the seed of adoption planted in our hearts.  We always knew we wanted a big family, whether that be through foster care or adoption.  Amanda was 11 and Alex was 9 at the time that the seed of adoption started to grow.  People often will ask us why we decided to adopt.  We tell them the story of Mr. Matheson, known as “Mr. M” who is the world’s best gym teacher at Ivy Stockwell Elementary in Berthoud, Colorado.  Clarke and I were finishing up our Cub Scout meeting one Tuesday night at Ivy Stockwell, when we ran into Mr. M doing some last minute equipment clean up.  In his arms he was holding the most adorable little girl named Katherine whom was recently adopted by Mr. M and his wife Brenda.  We said hello and met Katherine who was a sweet little girl from China about 18 months old with a smile that would melt your heart. 

That night as Clarke and I drove the 10 minute drive from Berthoud to our house, we had made the decision to start the “adoption” process.  I remember looking up into the night sky gazing at the moon and stars and told Clarke  “Just think, our child we will adopt is alive right now, looking at the same stars and moon in the night sky!” 

So the word “adoption” began to resonate in our house.  We did not know the first thing about adoption and began to pray about it as well as search the internet for any resources.  We dove into a world of the unknown.  So many questions that pre-adoptive families have.  Who, what, where, when, why plus so much more!  We attended workshops, talked to adoption agencies, made our lists of questions, did more research and so on!  When I look back, I am always so thankful to know that Gods hand was all over the process.  After months of research and questions, with open and closed doors, God led us to adopt from the country of Ukraine. 

And so the journey began…

We decided on Ukraine for many reasons and began the process of figuring out how to go about and adoption from Ukraine.  We had assumed that in order to adopt that we would need to hire an adoption agency and headed down that road.  Six months into the paperwork process, and with many hurdles and frustrations, we met the Weston family.  They were our life savors as Wade and Julia were adopting from Ukraine too and were doing their adoption “independently”.  We changed course and headed right behind them and an immediate life long friendship was made with our families.   Our dossier followed theirs and both our travel dates were only 3 weeks apart.  Both families had wished for 2 school aged children, possibly a girl and boy. 

Preparing for our travel date we were slammed with the Blizzard of 2003!  Our challenges to get out of Denver were abundant, roads blocked with 3’ drifts, electricity out for 3 days, stores closed and still trying to get our last minute items.  Two days before our flight to Ukraine, the United States government had decided to start bombing Iraq.  It seemed like so much opposition just to get off the ground.  I remember someone asking me “are you still going to adopt?”  I answered with a sure fired “YES!  I am in labor and there is no stopping these children from coming!” 

At DIA at departure-Alex, Amanda, Kris, Clarke

Upon our arrival in Kiev, we were quickly shuffled to the “Tourist” hotel on the left bank of the Dnieper.  Our hotel room down the dark hallway was 100% Ukrainian style and honestly we were in culture shock.  Everything was dark, the room, the hallway, the clothing people wore, the atmosphere, it was heavy and dark and dreary.  Our facilator was abrupt and stern, asking us “and now for my money!” As adoptive families know; you have to travel with many thousands of dollars.  Our facilitator asked us to put it in a grocery sack and hand it over along with his gifts of soymilk and gladiola bulbs.  He quickly grabbed his goods and left us in the dark hotel room, we watched as he walked down the dark hallway and he was gone!  I remember Clarke and I just looking at each other saying that we hope we have not just been had.  We sat on the beds and just waited and about 10 minutes later a knock on the door and in entered our new friend and translator, George!  He was a bundle of optimism and sunshine as compared to people we had met since our arrival.

Clarke and Kris with the Weston family.
Wade, Julia, Alex, Sonja and Nikita

We were able to meet up with Wade and Julia and to meet their newly adopted children.  Sonja and Nikita, a brother and sister from Kharkov.  The Weston’s were successful, ready to soon head back to the US with their adorable children, they made it look so easy and we were really happy for them.  Our sites were set on the same “family” for us, a school aged sibling group seemed like no problem!

Our NAC (National Adoption Center) appointment did not go the way we had wanted it too.  We wanted a referral for 2 children, school aged, possibly boy and girl.  That did not seem so difficult, did it?  After over 1 hour of looking at binder after binder in the office, we were starting to get discouraged.  The day was coming to a close, the clock ticking and approaching 5:00 pm.  Our 75-year-old psychologist sitting on the other side of the desk was patient with us as we looked at so many sibling groups of 3-5, special needs children, or children much older than we had felt called for.  We were looking for elementary aged set of siblings.  As the minute hand approached 4:58, the psychologist held up his shaking hand gesturing us to “wait”.  We waited and watched as he opened up the bottom right drawer of his desk and brought out a sheet protector with a page inserted that would change our life forever.

Natalie showing us her bed

The 1”x1” picture was a sweet smiling girl with eyes that would light up any room.  She was 3 years old and wore a blue sweater with white snowflakes.  George translated her history and an in-depth medical review to us.  She had a long list of ailments and conditions but her eyes and sweet smile still called to us.  She had been in this orphanage for 9 months (come to find out later that our little girl had been institutionalized since the young age of 13 months) There on the page was our sweet “Natasha”, soon to be called Natalie.  We willingly accepted the referral to go visit this little preschooler in Lugansk.

We took the longest possible train ride in Ukraine to a far off land of Lugansk, which is the last stop before you enter Russia on the east border.  We spent about 12 days visiting Natalie at her orphanage while the paperwork process was in motion to adopt her.   We fell in love with our sweet Natalie the moment we laid eyes on her as she shyly walked into the Director’s office.  She was a curious, neat, organized, funny, beautiful, sweet 3 year old that would gaze into the camera for a picture anytime we wanted a picture.

On April 3^rd, 2003, we were granted the official notice that we are now Natalie Anne’s parents.  We were thrilled, excited, scared, and filled with joy as we headed to pick up Natalie late in the day on the 3^rd.  She would not have to sleep in an orphanage one more night.  Now she had a family that would tuck her into bed every night.  Upon our arrival to the orphanage, there on the outside wall was a beautiful miracle from God.  As the sun glowed low in the sky, the rays of light streamed through the crook of an old tree.  On the old beige brick wall was a bright heart shape of sunshine.  Both Clarke and I stopped to catch a glimpse of what we believe was God blessing our adoption.  Confirming that what we are doing is not crazy but was pleasing to Him.  My own heart cried with joy as we rescued our little Natalie that day. 

It is day and a moment in my life I will never forget.

God's heart of love shining on April 3, 2003

Our adoption trip was about 3 ½ weeks long and we returned home on April 11, 2003.   Upon our return home our life, as we knew it would be filled with giggles, sticky hands, sweet singing and loads of smiles.  Natalie quickly adjusted to her new family and it took us about 3 months to fill like we were not baby sitting anymore! Natalie was a trooper and quickly was immersed into our busy life of activities.  Watching every single football, basketball, baseball, track meet, soft ball game that Amanda and Alex would play, she captured the hearts of so many of our family and friends. 

As time went on, we could not stop thinking about all the children left behind.  Their faces haunted us in our dreams.  We found ourselves advocating for orphans and mentoring many families that had an interest in adoption.  We told our story over and over. Our passion for orphans had been sparked into a wildfire.  This burning passion and desire to care for orphans burns brightly still today.

Children left behind

²⁷ Religion that God our Father accepts as pure and faultless is this: 

to look after orphans and widows in their distress and to keep 

oneself from being polluted by the world. 

James 1:27 (NIV)

Today is January 1, 2012 and looking back 10 years is surreal to me.  I am grateful, blessed and in awe of all that has happened in our lives.  Tonight we go back to Lugansk, back to where it all started with our little Natalie.  We will take the 15 hour train ride back to Natalie’s native home to visit with her Grandma and Aunt at the village where Natalie played, slept, ate and spent her first 13 months of life.  In addition we will visit the orphanage that had God's heart on the wall.  I imagine the moment will again be a reminder of God's love for us, taking us back to the afternoon of April 3, 2003 when Natalie became part of our forever family!

Adopting Natalie was more than just an adoption.

Adopting Natalie planted the seeds and started the grass roots of

Ukraine Orphan Outreach.

Praising God in all that He has done through UOO!